drunk. a bit. been drunk the past days, and high. high too.

what is it that I like to feel like that?
no controls. no borders. no limits
fucking freedom anarchy do-whatever-you-want feeling.

rage, tons of rage.

I'm feeling better now. still stalk you though, and her too.
but don't care about it too much. it's just an impulse, a compulsive pattern difficult to break.

had sex the other day. kind of. such a big dick, amazing.
looking forward to feel it inside of me again.

not sure about where I'm leading.
now drunk don't care about it too much.