Thursday, September 29

AB


alejandro block. bloch.
I felt his presence.
Like a heavy jacket in a hot weather.
90 degrees of attention. support. harmless.

Soooo uncomfortable.
I wanted to get rid of you as soon as possible.
couldn't stand it. couldn't understand why you weren't upset.
you made me feel nervous.
Like if you would be upset at any minute. Like you were faking it, faking that it didn't matter to you, being there waiting for me while I was doing my shopping.
I felt nervous. uneasy.

Isn't it weird?
You were OK with everything. I guess.
Until I finally got rid of you. I'm not used to be treated like that, tenderly. I'm not used to such type of attention.

Isn't that weird?