Tuesday, September 29

It's All Over Now, Baby Blue

You must leave now, take what you need, you think will last.
But whatever you wish to keep, you better grab it fast.
Yonder stands your orphan with his gun,
Crying like a fire in the sun.
Look out the saints are comin' through
And it's all over now, Baby Blue.

The highway is for gamblers, better use your sense.
Take what you have gathered from coincidence.
The empty-handed painter from your streets
Is drawing crazy patterns on your sheets.
This sky, too, is folding under you
And it's all over now, Baby Blue.

All your seasick sailors, they are rowing home.
All your reindeer armies, are all going home.
The lover who just walked out your door
Has taken all his blankets from the floor.
The carpet, too, is moving under you
And it's all over now, Baby Blue.

Leave your stepping stones behind, something calls for you.
Forget the dead you've left, they will not follow you.
The vagabond who's rapping at your door
Is standing in the clothes that you once wore.
Strike another match, go start anew
And it's all over now, Baby Blue.

Tuesday, September 8

fake compliments

you taste so well,
I want to taste you
you are so beautiful
I'm super-lucky
I like red lips
you like to bite
I like your eyes
I like your fingers in my mouth
relax, relax
let's get inside
with dignity, dignity
I want to see you
I want to fuck you
you kiss so well
you pull my hair
I'm getting wet
I like your face

I like how you kissed me
the strength of your hands
getting inside my pants
how you dominated me
the whispering in my ears
the way you bent me over the sink
and licked me again and again
turning off the lights
kissing my chest, my breasts
touching me with no shame
I felt like you had 10 hands
all of them over my body
the problem is
I like what you said
and what you did
and all the fake compliments
and all the true confessions
and the way you taught me
different things
and your twisted smile
and your half open eyes
and you cool accent
and all the questions you asked
your daring personality
but you were mean too.
you scared me, you excited me
I'm so weak know
a huge advantage gap
just afraid
of falling for the wrong one.

you seemed like the wrong one.

más para ti

y ahora lo que quiero
es lo que tu querías,
pero con más días
con más contenido

y comprendo, consicientemente
que no eres tú, soy yo
y el forado destapado
apestando a ansia

el miedo me cubre
por no saber qué
por no contener qué
por desear lo que no sé

deseo tus dientes
clavados en mi piel
deseo tu cariño
para llenar el vacío

pero sé que debería
desear mi alma
mi pura vida
sin anexos de fantasía

aprenderé estoy segura
caerá la pena, amargura
caeran días grises
hasta que me fortalezca

hasta que llegue el día
en donde la dicha sea mía
de mí, para mí
el camino a la alegría

LEV•IATAN

"El hombre es lobo para el hombre"

Hombre lobo para mi.
Mujer loba para ti.
La oscuridad de un baño,
La oscuridad hace daño?
La busqueda de placer,
sin compartir con el hombre.

Guerra humana, Lev•iatán,
mordiscos entre gente
se remuerde mi sexo.
Muerde la consciencia,
desgarra el sentimiento
hiere la memoria.

Dijiste que era hermosa,
una cara hermosa.
Otra más entre tus garras,
otro más entre mis garras.
Dijiste que sabía bien,
probé de tus mentiras.
Hiere el mordisco
no sangra la herida.