seth

not many words to remember.
natalia.
you thought my name was natalia.
but I do remember yours was seth.
what a beautiful name, seth.
and a beautiful face too.
you like girls and guys too.
and smelled like stale oil,
the fragrance of leisure and pleasure.
you like lights.
and after we did it, 3 times, you were aglow.

van como 3 veces que me masturbo pensando en ti.
"I want to slide it, slowly, inside"

Thick, hard, glutton...

Levantaste sólo una pierna para...
"it's so hard that hurts"

tu lengua y la mía, húmedas y amplias.

I must be in one of my horny phases.

1:29

harold- don't die maude, for christ sake!
maude- oh harold... don't upset yourself so...
harold- I love you, I love you!

maude- oh harold, that's wonderful!
now go, and love some more.

Sigo Siendo melancólica S

Up on melancholy hill
There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day
Of another dream

Well you can't get what you want
But you can get me
So let's set up and see
'Cause you are my medicine
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

So call in the submarine
'round the world we'll go
Does anybody know
If we're looking out on the day
Of another dream?

If you can't get what you want
Then you come with me

Up on melancholy hill
A manatee?
Just looking out on the day
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

When you're close to me

getting used to this feeling.
it's feels ok.
want to ride my bike today over the bridge and watch the sunset.
need a new pair of headphones.
extremely important to be able to bike over the bridge.
while tidying up my studio, I got rid of the past.
still a little knot in the stomach.

but is mostly guilt.

last night

".... here you always think you got a lot of possibilities.
but reality is you don't"

hope I learned my lesson.