answer this

many times before i've felt like this to a certain degree. and i'm sure that life will endlessly bring them on as i go along.
where does the rollercoaster lead to?..to the beggining. but you didn't get on it to get to the beggining, but to go through the ups and downs...to feel the thrill. to feel the extremities. to feel.
everyone tells me that i must'nt get so passionate about things, not to take things so much to heart. should i then numb away my existence? lay aside and observe the events that ocurr in my life and not react so much. i guess knowing that, when your going down and you want to hold on to your roller car, you're safe, that it will go up again. time heals...nothing is forever...this too shall pass.
feel, it's ok to feel, but know.
right now, the feeling of stagnation is overwhelming. nothing moves. which part of the ride is this?